Shikira ReNae Savage

Well in my last blog I spoke way too soon those antibiotics made me so so sick but not in the way I thought. I had horrible anxiety like I was literally terrified all the time, even now I'm dealing with the after math of the horrid anxiety. So I had a few moments in between being sick that weren't so bad. I went up north to Salt lake with my parents and aunt for my dad's doctors appointment. I was so tired that day slept the whole way up there. On the way back we saw my brother and went shopping, that store was a lot bigger then I remember and I can tell I have been out of shape I thought I was going to die walking through it. But I managed my first time without the handicapped cart and surprisingly my knee didn't pop out whew. Then I went to a meeting with my friend to learn about Essential Oils and I have to say I was quite skeptical until she brought samples to me about a month ago and the anxiety stuff really helps. The meeting made me fall even more in love with

Well finally got to the doctor and all I really got was tests hahaha. I do have an infection which would explain some of my yucky feelings. She is also putting me on an new antidepressant that will hopefully help with insomnia because of my anxiety and having to be on an anxiety pill she doesn't want me to mix sleeping pills with that so we will see how this goes. I haven't been doing much lately working on my book and facebook page and getting distracted by YouTube Shane Dawson and Joey Graceffa mainly hahahaha. So the good news so far and I say this cautiously it's been about four hours since I took my first dose of the antibiotic and it's suppose to be really hard on the stomach and I feel good hoping not to jinx this hahhahaha so yeah just thought I would tell you sorry not a long blog I will try to become more interesting I promise. Thanks again you guys so much for everything you have all done for me! As I said on my facebook page I have been doing a lot of soul

First, I have almost sixty followers on twitter and on this page about eighty give or take and the page is having problems I know of at least one friend who is having problems liking the page so yeah. Second, I have gotten to spend a lot of fun times with my parents, my dad and I decided to watch the Grammy's for no reason and ended up having a great time. My mom and I have been watching tons of movies together. Cinderella, Smiley, Evil Dead, Last House On The Left, Car, The Watcher In The Woods, to name a few. It's nice to have someone in the family who likes the same types of things that you do so you can read the same books and watch the same movies. Three, On Monday I got a random visit from one of my best friends and she said she knew that I may kid of be sad being single on Valentines so she decided to give me a gift to make up for it! As you can see it's got a heart on it, well it's some wood that she wrote all over telling me how much she loved me and

Man what a crazy night, I started a movie at 8 o'clock at night and due to all the pausing to get work done, send emails, create a Twitter and an Instagram, I finally finished it at about 11 o'clock this morning haha. So the movie was Smiley a horror movie staring mostly Youtuber's it was quite interesting. I have this struggle with guessing the ending just by how things play out but man this movie totally blindsided me had me just sitting there staring at the screen with my mouth gapped open haha. It also proved to me how freaking awesome these Youtuber's are (although I already knew that) It is rated R though guys so expect mature content if you are going to check it out. Okay you have been warned. To try and relax I'm throwing myself a movie party day haha now I am watching the Shallows, it's only scary if you are afraid of sharks which I totally am if not it's more of an action film I guess so I'm excited to see where it goes from here. Also as a sid

So one of my best friend's saw my album about how I became an author and said I should make a more descriptive blog explaining how I became a book girl! So this is my story but it starts a long time before I was born so sorry if this is long but lets get started!!! This is my grandma and grandpa Stillman and they are the reason I am where I am today. Well of course they met if it wasn't for them, my mom wouldn't exist and I wouldn't exist. But they helped in more ways then just that. So this is how I remember my grandpa (well as well as I remember him he passed when I was two) Him and grandma babysat my brother and I while our parents worked. My grandpa was really attached so he didn't want us to go to preschool so he become our preschool. Which in the long run was probably the best thing. Because what we didn't know until much later is that I had a learning disability called dyslexia and, his one on one attention to teach me my numbers and letters helpe