Crazy Times
My anxiety didn't get much easier and I have been struggling so much with my insomnia. Not getting the right amount has been so hard but things in my life have made it even worse! So I'm just going to dive into the next couple days. So for some reason I have been terrified of the dark and my restless leg keeps making me feel like I'm getting grabbed I know authors have over active imaginations but this is crazy lol. The other thing plaguing me at the time was our living situation we rent one side of a duplex and they are trying to kick us out but my dad has been so sick we haven't been able to do it who as of right now is having complications with his liver we're not sure what will happen but it's pretty intense. So they forced my mom to go to court...I got absorbed in Youtube so I wouldn't have to deal with the stress I know that's not the best way to handle things but my anxiety has already been way intense so I honestly just couldn't handle it.